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Friday, October 16, 2009

bumped into the past

first time in 4 years.
finally dumped into each other.
i am quite sure this is the last time in our life,
since i will be going back to asia in couple months.

we used to be close like a family.
yet, today, it felt so distant,

it's good enough.
good bye.


Friday, July 24, 2009

2009 JULY 24

It has been years the last time we met, and still counting. It's been 6 years since the last time I logged into xanga. I figured, this is the only possible way that you could read/hear something from me.

years and years go by, I really wonder what it would be like if we were to look eye to eye to each other again. in fact, that's not what i want, it's too much. all i want is to see a smile on your face, while you don't know my existence.  we've gone too far away from each other. it's not something that i would complain. it is faith.

I know where you are, I know you are there. but we just never bump into each other. I don't know if you are married, I don't know if you have any children, I don't know anything. But, I really really want to know that you are doing well. I would be happy for you.

I m going away in a few months. then we would most likely never see each other again. This is probably the way it is. Probably the best way too. But, you'll always have a spot in me. always.



Sunday, July 09, 2006

fucking truck, stopped on the leftest side, no turning signals.  i thought he was gonna turn left or go straight.

fucking turned right.    hit me.   such  BIG MOFO.

 


Saturday, June 03, 2006

do you care about your family?
would you ever want to see your parents cry?
would you ever want to disappoint your parents?
can you tell them who you are,
show them what you do,
and put smiles on their faces, and not tears?
 


Sunday, January 22, 2006

the feeling of 'might feel regret'. but, that feeling, is the fear of the uncertain future, fear of losing what i have today, fear of what i'll miss when things are different, the fear of losing my current self.

nbmez, nbzcf, j'mm sfhsu xibu j'n epjoh upebz, j'll.

cvu, j'wf pxfe v voo nvdi bmsfbey.

nboez, gpshfu nf, cvu sfnfncfs, j bmxbzt mpwf v.

 

tp qbjogvm

 



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